Jenmar - Really hot Freddy Krueger.

I just got a call from Daddy. My whole day feels better now.

Okay, so I just got done coding the Newsletter, right? And I just found stealth__grrl's icons. Dude, they are amazing. Just look. Y'all need to go friend her and nab a bunch of them like, right now.

I still feel like crap, BTW. Not fun. Also? I'm a raging bitch when I'm sick so if I've offended anyone or hurt anyone's feelings or just been an ass to them I apologize. I apologize again because I will likely do so again before I get better.

I spent a big fucking chunk of today working on The Laundry List. Phase two is done. Tomorrow I get to go and compare my notes with the previously seen clothing and then try and code this fucking monster. I need to figure out what I'm going to meta at the end of it. Last season was them doing their laundry so I've already got that covered. I think I already have metas on Dean dressing like John and Sam layering up so doing those again would just be very redundant. Anyone have any ideas?

Also? I'm kinda really bored with my layout now. I love my headers; it's just everything else that's blah. causette, remind me to poke you when you come online.

I also have this icky, icky feeling that I'm gonna end up not being able to go to WinCon. Chelsea's not going but she's still paying my con fee, so that's cool. However I have this huge feeling that either I'm gonna get turned down for financial aid (Because Mom and CJ, who my financial aid go off of, make a combined total of a lot of money) or I'm gonna get it but we're gonna need it for bills in August/September/October or something.

( RL emo. )

Fuckin' A, man. UTorrent is pretty much useless to me now because we found out that when we use it it eats our bandwidth so bad that it lags Phil and Yuss when they play Diablo and makes it slower to load webpages.

I have like, 44GB+ free on my comp right now and now I can't DL Friday Night Lights (Which I need to get caught up on) or Entourage (Which I need to see).

Man, and it was working fine before. Stupid fucking Cox Cable. Bastards.

On the Daddy front I haven't updated y'all on what happened at court because I have no fucking clue. I know that he's still in jail and that a Maricopa Country judge put a hold on him so he can't just be bailed out ASAP but that's it. No one will tell me anything without permission from him and there's no way to get permission from him because me and Yuss and Phil are all on Cricket phones so he can't call us collect.

On the plus side one of the cops from the jail he's in called me today to get Dad's PO's name and number, so that might be good.

Ugh. Okay, so, yeah. Expect a Fannish post coming up soon.

I need this like pie.

And in horrifyingly bad news: I just woke up. My final was two hours ago.

Well, there's a class I'm getting a C in. If I'm lucky.

Dad has court at 1300 today, and 1400 I'm gonna call the Yavapai Public Defender's Office and ask who his PD is.

You know what sucks about having two betas? When half the stuff one says directly conflicts with the stuff the other is saying. *Cries and wails and flails*

Nine hours, fifty-two minutes until Supernatural!

Pretrial Services said that they wont accept him because of his charges and because he's on probation. The guy I talked to said that Maricopa County Probation has already been alerted and have probably already started the petition to revoke his probation.

Dad says the first thing they're probably going to offer him is going to be something like ten years. He won't take a plea.

If we can get Karen out she says she'll take the fall; the drugs were on her side of the truck and her priors won't make it nearly as bad for her as it will for him.

Possession of drug paraphernalia and transportation of dangerous drugs for sale. He's actually sober now, he just needed money and was gonna middle-man it to a friend.

No bond. Of course, he's on probation.

He sees a judge at 1300 tomorrow. Not that it matters.

ETA: And the mother fucking scum my Dad was taking the stuff too is apparently a fucking Narc and the whole reason Dad got arrested.

Okay, so Dad may have just been arrested.

Yuss got a voicemail from the Yavapai Sherrif's office and the message got off halfway through.

I called up there and they said there's no one in there by his name but there are 20 people in the waiting areas and another 11 more coming in and TO CALL BACK IN FOUR FUCKING HOURS.

And we don't know if he got arrested or if he's still just in Bullhead City because he's not answering his phone and neither is Karen (Who is with him).

Bullhead City is about three hours away and the truck he's in is our only transportation anywhere.

It could just be that they're still up there because its out of the Cricket calling area but it could be because their phones are sitting in evidence.

I am fucking LOSING IT.

Jesus fucking Christ, dude. If Dad did get arrested he's going back to prison and probably not coming out for a long time, if ever. I don't know because three strike laws are weird in Arizona and Dad has this Prop 200 plea thing going on from before and I swear man, I am in tears and freaking out and I am helpless to do ANYTHING AT ALL.

Okay. So with the help of my Daddy we have the room secured. It is a double-queen and it's booked from October 12-15. Friday through Monday.

The people in our room are going to be:

clex_monkie89 - Me
hrada - Phil
jadetate - Chelsea
jewels667 - Julia
lissa_bear - Elissa
hansbekhart - Hans 1?
Hansbekhart's sister - Hans 2?

...Heh. This is gonna be in-fucking-sane, yo.

ETA: I'll be twenty-one on Aprill 22nd, BTW. Because I just realized that I sound about twelve up there talking about my Daddy.

Daddy's help in securing the room is that I have the money but no credit card or bank card or anything like that, so he let me use his and saved us all. Because somehow between everyone up there not a single person has a credit card. -_-()

And to top it all off the grades for three of my classes have been posted. A in Criminal Investigations and A in Communication. That's good. But I got a B in English and that makes me feel stupid now.

There's not even food in the house to eat while I wallow. Well, that's not entirely true. Ma got hot dogs night before last. Woo, awesome. It's been about a week since we've had food in the house and I'd really like to eat. But, you know, she doesn't want to go to the store so she doesn't. I know it's not a money thing because I asked if she would take me so I could spend my money on food. She said no and got hot dogs.

I liked it better when she was getting high. When she was getting high at least we were getting food. Pizza and burgers and fast food but it was still something to eat. Now she's sober and married to CJ and they both have jobs and they both have cars and they both eat after work and don't get me or Yuss food.

I hate having to call Daddy and ask him to get us Burger King because we haven't eaten all day. And Mom wonders why he doesn't have a place of his own yet.

Went and saw The Holiday last night with Yussie, Andy, Stephie and Daddy. Dad slept through the movie but he'd been up since three that morning and it was 2200 when it started so...

I liked it. A lot. I'm totally gonna get it downloaded to watch again. Also? Kinda have a small crush on Jack Black now. And Jude Law.

The movie let out at midnight and afterwards we went to go eat. It was 0430 by the time we got home. We sat at Denny's for an hour waiting for the waitress to bring us our check, it sucked.

This is me trying very hard to avoid my PBFE. I haven't started it but I have a general plot right now.

Also? I'm watching The Simpsons and wow. Really gay. Also? Makes fun of Harry Potter and fandom (A tiny bit).

...I should probably get to writing now. Ugh.

Oh, right. Also? I have the first two eps of Torchwood and the first ten of Dexter. I will hopefully be watching them soon.