clex_monkie89: Close-cropped picture of Sam and Dean Winchester sitting far closer than normal people. (SPN - Headache)
clex_monkie89 ([personal profile] clex_monkie89) wrote2007-03-17 12:49 pm

Happy Drunk In Public Day!

I'm at 3,617 words on my Big Bang. Including a hundred or so words of notes and scene descriptions.

Also? I have not even picked out my Remix fic yet.

Even better than all that? Is that I'm PMSing so everything I write seems horrible to me and I've got that voice in the back of my head screaming that I wont finish on time and even if I do no one will read/like my Big Bang and I'm wasting my time.

Boo, brain, fuck you.

[identity profile] ink-stain.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
sounds like your brain and my brain are functioning on about equal wavelengths. if only there was a way to shake them like babies, without actually hurting ourselves.

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Stupid girl!brains. Why can't we have brains like the boys have? They don't have these kinda thoughts; just look at Jackass for proof.

[identity profile] ink-stain.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
dude, you are not even kidding. i'd GLADLY trade my brain for a boy brain right now.

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
My brothers biggest concerns right now are these:

1) Leveling on World of Warcraft.
2) His room is too hot.
3) Guitar Hero is getting boring.
4) Figuring out what time his girlfriend has dinner at work tonight.

Bastard.

[identity profile] ink-stain.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
oh god, i WISH.

i think dean is more than adequately expressing my feelings right now.

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, huh? It's such ass.

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
*Hugs you back*

[identity profile] jeyhawk.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I recognize that feeling. :0(

You'll make it though and I know it'll be great, because I like everything you write. :0)

Look at me being all cheerful. :0P

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I am hoping I'll make it through, because if I don't I think I'll end up crying in a corner.
ext_12155: (Chandler: I Can!)

[identity profile] schneestern.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
You're doing great! 3,000 words is a lot really. Most people never even get that far and you still have enough time. And you have notes and scene descriptions. Dude! With stuff like that there's no way in hell you're not gonna make it, I'm sure. And in any event if push comes to shove you'll still have your flist to cheer you on.

Don't try to force it, your stuff is great, but everyone has periods where they doubt their stuff. It's a good thing although it might not seem like it now. It'll only make you a better writer.
Hang in there, it'll start flowing again soon, I'm sure!

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
know better than to force my stuff; if I try and make myself write when the story doesn't want to come out it will show in a big way. So I'm nit-picking a story for someone and playing Neopets right now. :P
ext_12155: (Default)

[identity profile] schneestern.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Neopets is totally the best distraction in the history of ever! Boy now it's even harder to stick with my paper instead of going over there and playing LOL

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
DO IT. DO IT DO IT DO IT!
ext_12155: (Dean: ...)

[identity profile] schneestern.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha I was already half way there anyway before I even typed the comment *facepalm* I'm so easy...

[identity profile] aeroport_art.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Boo, brain, don't listen to it. You know people fall over themselves to read your writing, me included *_* Can't wait to see what you've cooked up.

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2007-03-17 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm hoping you're right. Stupid fic is eating my brain.