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clex_monkie89 ([personal profile] clex_monkie89) wrote2009-07-14 10:12 pm
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Watching Scrubs in a hospital is very surreal

Okay, so, first we thought it was the appendix.

Then because the pain was SO severe and there was no fever, and because my dad had twelve at once when I was little, we thought kidney stones.

Then we found out it's a large mass on my right ovary. It's thirty-six centimeters, which is about fourteen inches, and they expect it to weigh about four or five pounds.

I don't have clotting issues and the first blood test came back negative for cancer markers (the second takes a week to come back), so that, in addition to the surgeon explaining the rarity of it being cancer at my age.

When I was 17 or 18 and at Job Corps Grandma was making me and Yussie get our check-ups after getting insurance. One of the doctors I went to said I had a cyst on my ovary, but that it was really common in girl my age and to give it a few months and see if my period got rid of it on it's own, which happens sometimes, apparently. So I think maybe this could be the same one.

My surgery is scheduled for 0730 on Thursday. They don't know how long it's going to take because there's a chance they might have to take out my right ovary, but they won't know until they're in there. They're gonna cut me from chest to pelvis and then I'm gonna be here for a week or so after, then another while at home before going back to work.

And now, pictures!

Here's my arm with just the first IV in it.


Here's it with both of my IVs.


Me, half-asleep in bed with my Pooh Bears.


My non-IVed left arm, after having blood drawn from it four or five times in about thirty-something hours.


Me in bed this morning, via Sam's webcam.


The IVd arm with the cover.


And THE HORROR that it is without it.

[identity profile] annella.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
EEK! 36 cm, that is ... quite big. :O

fingers crossed for your surgery! *hugs*

[identity profile] tracy-loo-who.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
Ouch, holy shit. D: I hope your surgery goes smoothly!

[identity profile] winterweathered.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Hooooly shit, that's huge. Good luck with everything!

[identity profile] denyce.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
FRak!! Oh hon will be thinking of U sending lots of *good* thoughts & vibes your way...
Edited 2009-07-15 05:53 (UTC)
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2009-07-15 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
Dude!
Chest to pelvis? C'mon, they can do better!!

*hugs*

I'll be thinking all good thoughts at you as you head to surgery, and know you'll be up, around, and doing fine in no time. Be well, be calm, and don't forget to breathe.
*hugs moar*

[identity profile] indigo-blind.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
Get well soon.

[identity profile] crediniaeth.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, god! That's... you're certainly dealing with it better than I would be under the same circumstances. I'll be thinking of you!

[identity profile] lilacsigil.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
36cm? Wow, that's some powerful growing! I have lots of ovarian cysts, but none of them have ever got bigger than 5cm! Hope you're well and hospital-free soon!

[identity profile] dea-liberty.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
*clings to you*

[identity profile] mashimero.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
Holy crap that;s what all those photos were about? I'll send you good vibes, hope your surgery goes ok!
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[identity profile] black-samvara.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
Yiikes, you're half way to cyborg status. I hope the surgery goes well!
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icon to match in sympathy

[personal profile] velithya 2009-07-15 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
dude. DUDE. WHAT. D: Oh well at least they know what it is? and it's probably benign? surgery thursday that's pretty good, I hope you're not still in pain :(

SO MANY HUGS. *HUGS*

edit: WAIT, WHAT - THIRTY-SIX CENTIMETRES LONG? DIAMETER? THAT IS FREAKING HUGE.
Edited 2009-07-15 07:33 (UTC)

Re: icon to match in sympathy

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
No pain right now, but when I turn over to sleep I might need some meds. :/

*HUGS BACK*

Yep, that's why I'm cutting cut chest to pelvis. It's a big sucker.
Edited 2009-07-15 07:47 (UTC)
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Re: icon to match in sympathy

[personal profile] velithya 2009-07-15 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Well I guess that's what nurses are for :|

*HUGS MORE*

WAIT DOES THIS MEAN GENTLE HUGS ONLY AT WINCON?! y-you're coming right? :|
gigglingkat: sing for the laughter, sing for the tears (Bros Road Trip)

Re: icon to match in sympathy

[personal profile] gigglingkat 2009-07-15 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
She's booked to go and has spent the money and therefore the universe must allow her to.

Yes.

[identity profile] lazy-daze.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
Holy crap! That's big. :(! I hope everything goes well with your surgery!! *hugs carefully*

[identity profile] beckaandzac.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 11:19 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs lots*

I hope surgery goes well. I'll be thinking of you.

[identity profile] vorpalblades.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
I'll be thinking about you!

[identity profile] tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
D: (clings) I wish I could be there! Damn it, USA, why do you have to be wider than you are long!?

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
*CLINGS* Want Mommy to call you when the surgery is done?

[identity profile] tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
(clinging forever and ever) YES PLEASE. I'll be at work probably, so she can get me on my cell, which you should still have. If not, it's up on the emergency post.

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
*CLINGS BACK* I was actually about to ask for it, because it looks like it was one of the ones that falsely said it was saved to the SIM on my last phone and WASN'T.

[identity profile] tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't you hate it when your phone does that stuff? >.> That's why I have mine backed up to my laptop. HA HA, TAKE THAT LG.

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
XD

Also, SO DIZZY. Percocet; I am not a fan.

[identity profile] tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
USE THE DIZZY. Think of ways you can work it into a fic, and then make notes on how it affects you so you can make the fic just that much more awesome. :D?

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I TOTALLY AM! Well, am trying. It's kinda hard with the fuzziness. It's kind of funny in a way.

[identity profile] tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Note down the fuzzy too then! "Was thinking about Pissy, the got distracted by wallpaper." So later, you can have Sam or Dean all drugged up while they're talking about SUPER BAD BAD MONSTER THING and then the drugged one can randomly go, "Hey, blue!" and you totally have back up for this moment.

[identity profile] clex_monkie89.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Also, it makes you really tired and when you talked it feels like you're talking outside your head and your ears are all popped.

[identity profile] tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you feel like you're typing outside your head too? Because that would be kind of awesome.
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[personal profile] gigglingkat 2009-07-15 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I love you bb - but I'm somewhat amused that you could grow a cyst that large AND JUST NOW NOTICE.

[identity profile] brieza.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Apparently, it isn't that uncommon. I did it at the beginning of the year (well, to 30cm), where I didn't notice it until I had stomach acid issues. My surgeon had a patient right before me who ended up with a 25cm cyst that wasn't caught until she had kidney stones.
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[personal profile] gigglingkat 2009-07-15 02:25 pm (UTC)(link)
... and now I'm worried about all the acid reflux problems I've been having lately...

[identity profile] brieza.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Eek. Hope all goes well in surgery. Very similar to the surgery I had at end of March - massive ovarian cyst, only mine turned out to be on the Fallopian tube. It was ~30 cm, but contained 7L of fluid which comes out to about 15 pounds, so your 4-5 seemed off to me. Though seeing your story, I'm rather glad my was asymptomatic (I didn't know I had it until I had indigestion from it compressing my stomach and irritating the lining)! Get well quick!

Chest to pelvis? Eek! I had a c-section type incision at my bikini line, where they drained and then pulled out the cyst. I can't imagine the recovery from being cut vertically. Get well quick! Sending you healing vibes.
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[identity profile] jeyhawk.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Eeeep. :0( I hope they get it fixed quickly. *hugs*
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[identity profile] janglyjewels.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my goodness!!! I'm really glad they found out what was wrong. Good luck with the surgery. I'll be sending lots of positive thoughts your way!!

[identity profile] anteka.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck, sweetie! You are ROCKING that hospital gown, by the way. :)
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[identity profile] deadlychameleon.livejournal.com 2009-07-15 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man! Recover quickly! I bet you'll feel a lot better once they get that out of you though (after you recover from the surgery of course).

[personal profile] impalalove 2009-07-15 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Following you on twitter. Thinking of you, and I hope it's all better soon. <3

[identity profile] nasus221.livejournal.com 2009-07-17 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
Jesus this sounds major. Get well soon!!!