Yeah, that's... yeah, awful. I don't know if I'd be able to watch that. I really have a thing about death, watching people die (as I'm sure many people do), even if it's a fictional movie and I know it's not real. Like the PB ep where LJ finds his mom dead? Really disturbed me. My concentration in college was Holocaust and Genocide Studies, so I've watched and read tons on genocidal stuff and I'm mostly okay with it all, but sometimes I'd watch something that would randomly really upset me. Watched a TERRIBLE made-for-tv movie in a class once about a concentration camp starring David Arquette of all people, but there was a scene during which a group of people is trapped in a gas chamber and it's like 5 minutes of them screaming and dying and I had to leave the room 'cause I couldn't watch it anymore.
See, LJ finding his Mom was not horrible for me because I had watched her on Nip/Tuck like the night after so I knew she was still doing all cool. Once though? I put on "Cute Poison" before going to sleep. In all my madness to avoid spoilage I never found out about Lincoln's nightmare. Holy crap man that was... No.
And? You have some weeknesses with death and you chose to oncentrate on Holocaust and Genocide Studies? Buh?
That's also pretty awful. And scary. When I was younger I lived in a pretty badish neighborhood and every so often would hear gunshots outside, but never saw something like that. One of those things that it's probably better that you can't remember it. The weirdish thing is that I live in a pretty nice, quiet neighborhood (for NYC), so I don't know if this guy was shot, hit by a car, hit by something/someone else, collapsed for some other reason. Very strange not to know what happened to him.
See, it funny because I've had weird... "luck" like that my whole life. Me and my parents drove right in front of Dahmer's apartment builing like days/weeks before he got arrested. Mom says the smell was horrific and that they had thought that a sewer main was busted or something, I don't remember much cause I was all baby-sized.
Eek, sorry I brought it up :) If it makes you feel better, I get twitched out by it to (which almost never happens when I write something) - even more so after reading this post.
And you should be sorry! :) Sounds like that fic to you is what Anatomy is to me, just something completely... out of the blue and buggy.
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See, LJ finding his Mom was not horrible for me because I had watched her on Nip/Tuck like the night after so I knew she was still doing all cool. Once though? I put on "Cute Poison" before going to sleep. In all my madness to avoid spoilage I never found out about Lincoln's nightmare. Holy crap man that was... No.
And? You have some weeknesses with death and you chose to oncentrate on Holocaust and Genocide Studies? Buh?
That's also pretty awful. And scary. When I was younger I lived in a pretty badish neighborhood and every so often would hear gunshots outside, but never saw something like that. One of those things that it's probably better that you can't remember it. The weirdish thing is that I live in a pretty nice, quiet neighborhood (for NYC), so I don't know if this guy was shot, hit by a car, hit by something/someone else, collapsed for some other reason. Very strange not to know what happened to him.
See, it funny because I've had weird... "luck" like that my whole life. Me and my parents drove right in front of Dahmer's apartment builing like days/weeks before he got arrested. Mom says the smell was horrific and that they had thought that a sewer main was busted or something, I don't remember much cause I was all baby-sized.
Eek, sorry I brought it up :) If it makes you feel better, I get twitched out by it to (which almost never happens when I write something) - even more so after reading this post.
And you should be sorry! :) Sounds like that fic to you is what Anatomy is to me, just something completely... out of the blue and buggy.