:((( I hate so much that your job has made you so unhappy, babe. I wish I could give you some useful advice, but in this economy, it's not about how good or smart or qualified you are--honestly it's all about luck. Don't beat yourself up because you're stuck in the wrong place--tons of people are right now, and like juice817 said in her terrifying (to me) comment, a lot of the people who have college degrees right now are working the same kinds of jobs (not careers!) as you are, only with thousands of collars of college debt on top of it. So don't let it feel like you're doomed without a degree--degrees are not the road to a better life for everyone. You can find something great and something you will be amazing at and which will make you happy, I know it.